More and then more again

I've been so sentimental this fall winter. Thinking of everyone who has gone before and I'm missing. See it's still all about me. Well I do spend my regular working day only thinking about others for 12 hours. I do try to give them my best, and treat them special. But here lately I don't get treated as special. My husband doesn't seem overjoyed and seems to take me for granted when I get home from work. I'm tired of it. I'm tired of everything right now. I'm tired of being short every paycheck and giving up things that I like so we can have other things that others like. Today I am burned out on life.